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its so funny. stepping from one foundation to another foundation. a stepping stone to another stepping stone. everything in life seems to be a breeze once. but after i found a greater cause... things really changed. (and yea it's for the better of cos)



many times i feel angry with God. i am an angry man. i am angry with alot of things sometimes. pls allow me to be humane for this post. if not u can just click the 'x' button at the top right hand side of screen.


i feel angry with God. earlier this week... i felt resentful to God for so many things. like i feel inpatient with colleagues. sometimes i feel that my love life wasn't as much as i expect it to be. i feel i am not fit to be a leader of any sort. i have no skills. i heard that i have no good humour. i am too long-winded. i cant engage new frens.there are so many things in life that tells me .. i shouldn't be here.

but yet i am here. i am doing what i need to do. serving what i need to serve. but most importantly .. building my life and character. and learning to rely more and more on Jesus. i feel fustrated when i dun see results. i was betrayed sometimes by frens. i feel disappointed when frens i knew for long behave so 'different'. it's like i never knew them anymore.


Pastor Kong shared something that lifted me up. it's ok to be human. that's also precisely we need God. we just have to continue to make the right decisions .. meditate or ponder abt positive - edifying words that encourages.. rather than condemns. love rather than hate.


as i went deeper with you. the hole that i dug seems more pitch black then before. it seems really yucky. but i know soon... i can see the real jewels and seeds of great great stuff being driven deep in that soil. and out of it will come all my favourite fruits of love.. peace.. joy.. longsuffering... kindness.. goodness.. simply just nice fruits.


i said this today to my bs student.
sow a thot, reap an act
sow an act, reap a habit
sow a habit, reap a character
sow a character, reap a destiny.

world-shakers and history makers aren't forged overnight. our faith is perfected thru fire and flames. patience.

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frustrated!


but got to endure it thru!


God makes all things new!

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thanks for being there on 8 october for my bday!


in sms.. or in facebook.. or twitter.. or in real life. ya kindness and generosity is awesome!



wasn't feeling very well this week. every year.. and even more this year.... i was excited for my birthday. but just as the days draw nearer and nearer... i began to dread! :( most of it is because of my bad experience in my previous birthday celebs. makes me feel that bday celeb is so cliche.. pple are there just for the sake of being there.


but this year.. yea my mind was brought back to reneweal. dear tell me how much the pple love me. my leader tells me how much she appreciate me. my seniors told me how encouraged she felt when i stand in the gap to do things... it's a great affirmation to me.



Thank God this year.. im another year mature.. and another year in love with God.. had a women in my life who always feed my tummy... and a great group of perservering frens in a family. i certainly hope i can draw back the bridge with my own flesh and blood family this year. i hate to be there listening to naggings. but i am a no longer a child. time to move to a realm of receiving the annointing and releasing it!! :)


Thanks for the branded wallet... the vouchers, cash, cards... and affirmations.:)

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when all things feel wrong! and you feel stuck! what do you do?!?!?!?!??!



i feel like yelling.




i want to KICK the door!




sigh.




but God is good. i dunno why i always struggle with this. but God is good. His goodness overwhelms all the weird things in my life.




this is the breaking point! here cometh thy breakthru!

and one great thing happen today. a friend accepted Christ in cg :):) awesome!

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time really past.....



but i am getting really excited !! :)



cos my birthday is coming!




This year i wish that...






























There ish world peace!



haha nah


my wishlist:

1) W116 Grow in maturity to be a family that is hungry for God and meeting the needs of people, winning the souls of the world.

2) My studies result gets better. have study partners to pace myself thru the year.

3) okok! i want nice shirts (small size for american brands) from springfield or Espirit! my 2 fav shops introduced by dear dear. zara also can... =D

4) a nice leather jacket. (hmmm most prob getting that in HK)

5) working attires.

6) a new smartphone deal! its expensive so think i am hunting for cheap 2nd hand deals! :P ideally HTC? if not iphone :)

7) a nice group of friends that celebrate with me :) keke

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everyone shld have a group of trusties! like someone u can count your back on. it's a relationship principle i feel.

Trusties are there no matter what happen they will always back you up. and support your dream. and likewise if trusties fall, we help them up.


i feel happy to know i felt a group of trusties beside me. it's more than just a relationship or friendship you know.

to me i define trusties as :

a man or woman who lay down their lives to hold up their friends/companions/loved ones so that they can fulfill their life's calling. and bring their dream to completion.


i think im getting to know really good trusties. i am not sure sometimes. but to all those trusties... i am willing to lay down mine for u too!


hav ya found a trusty yet?

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[Miley Cyrus]

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

This song is inspirational! :)
for those who is going through rough times... keep climbing! it's within ya reach.

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i think the word grace is something special.



it comes when u weren't very good at job... the economy is bad.. but u received an unexpected 'leap' in performance. the boss praised you.



when you thought you weren't good enough.. someone taps u in the back and say .. ya doing great!



when u desperately tried many times to get a job with a minimum fixed salary and failed... but the next thing you know a job exactly u want lands at ya feet.



when u walk down the streets of ya hometown.. pple are sleepin @ the streets. (and their old pple) and u have a bed and warm blanket to lie on.



when u find a special someone in ya life... that even thru stormy days.. she will shine.



when ya work becomes a battlefield ... politics reign.. but in the same env the little things around u encourages you in the office.



when u feel like u cant do it... they say actually u've done a great job.



different snippets of life. same God we serve. it's by God's ace we are found. Thank God for God's grace. we are made righteous.. by grace thru faith.


many times i feel like Jonah of the bible. a guy that cant figure things out. and yet i sit angry.. asking God a million why!? but God patiently fans away the flame. puts out a shade. and says u are called by me.

God's grace.. as common as it may be in this world. as ordinary as it may seem. it's powerful enuff to substain life.

Thank God!

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by 方大同

I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too


origonal singer [ Glenn Medeiros ]

this is little girl's fav song. she shouts 方大同 all day! haha but this song has a nice ring to it.. when sang by fang da tong! :)

nothing's gonna change my luv 4 ya! keke

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think this old song ish very nice! :)

sang k wif jas,mic and yi. my leg ache terribly cos of arthritis. but still enjoy myself! hehe


i like her sonngs alot :) so does little girl!

cant find the lyrics ti put here :(

but its nice!1 yesh! its nice! :)

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[盧學叡]

歌词/lyrics：
为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军
＊为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞 ＊
Repeat ＊
想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸
你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞


i learn this song from this show :
王子看見二公主


haha prob the only TV shows i really watch these days are the one - Mavis family watches!


my dear is a red hot chili padi today!

i still haven check my exam results...

so scary! everyone ard me seems like they failed :(

okok. no more :(



i shall check !!! and then i shalll share discreetly.

Thank God!


every single day,, me and a group of temps are busy clearing our work of enrolling customers for some electronic service! the backlog we have to clear is 3000++ of paperwork! well each 'case' can be cleared very fast.. but with the high amount of work flowing in everyday (500-600) .. work can be tiring!


thank God! that with the help of th rest of my temp colleagues.. we manage to clear the backlog from 3000++ to now 2046! so its a big big jump within a week! :D Boss praise us for our good work. but still we are in hot soup because 2000 of overdued paper work is still alot. hehe.... But God! will see us through this!



just had cell group. and well i felt dishearted at the start. i lack practise on my guitar... suddenly felt so rusty.... but i am thankful the presence of God was there... and i am longing to have more powerful meetings... where .. when we worship... we have open heaven : and we simultaneously see the vision of God for our cell group! i heard from xiuwen once when she shared many many years back and felt so inspired! those meetings that all of us burn with the fire and thirst for more .... or even simple meetings when God speaks to our heart.

whatever it is.. .the impact will be - as if we have striked a 'homerun'. i long for that.


Thank God for the wonderful pple in W116.


Thank God for such nice dedicated colleagues... (who likes to eat so much much fast food O_O )


Thank God for your grace in my life.


Thank God for - You. cos in You.. i am weak.. but yet i am strong.

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felt so tired this week!


but today was so happy to see yuan jun and john water baptised!


greater things are ahead!

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i saw my neighbour sleeping on the sidewalk at my level....



i asked him why he slept there..



he said he doesn't want to quarrel with his family.



after i helped him to his house... he refused to go in.




i wondered what happened to his famuly. quarrels often echoed out of their house. sometimes shoutings and screamings. well in the past .. my house is often filled with shoutings too.. but for them right now.. their aged father sleeps outside.



i feel kinda bad for him. i met him occasionally day by day. but i hardly knew him.



and everyday... i see many people sleeping in the streets of chinatown.




is there anything that can be done?

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just came back from cg.


it's been a pretty great meeting. felt encouraged!


today.. ive been thinking to myself how weak i am. how insignificant iam. but not in a condemning way... that says : i am useless. i am lousy.

its more of thoughts like.. God i cant do this. but You can do it. help my unbelief. there are people i am struggling to communicate to. talking to them makes me feel uneasy. but i know i am place in this relationships for a reason. in work. in cg. and family.


it becomes like the end of me. God is indeedd Good! He is always there...



though all else falls away.. still i'll praise.
It's for Freedom that Christ has set us free..
i live for you .. and not for me anymore
and your mercy is new with everyday.
No longer will i forfeit Grace.. i'll follow you and live by Faith!

im tired today! but thank God.. i m refreshed! tired outside.. but rrrrreeerfresh inside.


this few days... ive been feeling alittle clumsy and blur. i lost some of my personal stuff.. which i really deem as important. :( and work-wise.. seems i keep meeting problems! hmmm am i feeling like this cos of lack of sleep?


hmm..



anyway.. been blessed by today's meeting. When christian takes Holy communion.. it goes more than just renouncing your sins. we partake the power of God... and the life of Jesus with us. Amd i felt God speaking to me.. remember those things you felt ashame of? it's all covered up.



When our lives get busy... it's easy to set our eyes on the cares of the world. but the real hope comes from knowing Jesus is the centre of our lives again. Jesus is. and forever is. our best friend.

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cell group ended. im tired. but im glad to see the people.. rejoicing.. and building their altar before God.


i am not perfect.. but i shall continue to stand in the gap. to be a man of God.



test tomorrow!!!

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Here are 2 videos study the nature of human to submit to peer pressure. and conform to your group! This is the power of group influence!

These are some of the videos shown in my ESAP (elements of sociology and psychology) class. it's pretty interesting. but yet sometimes i struggle to stay awake in class!

Indeed - whether we like it or not.. we provide certain form of impact or influence to people around us. and a place of a agreement is a place of power!

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